Awake to ...
All of
a sudden, she is awake. A film of sweat covers
her body which, spread out on the bed, had uncovered itself in the reality of a
dream, so, that the cold air of the room meets the moisture of the body, what
makes him shiver. Her conscious, welling up
out of the unexplained world of sleep, searches, still veiled, for an
explanation of the abrupt scene change. From the hall, in front
of her room's door, in her house, across the darkness, which rules the space,
whispering and motion pierce to her ears, and she realises the guests, which had
accommodated themselves in the house and had conquered it. Yes, of course she knew
about them. Throughout the construction of her home, some of them had appeared
and subsequently the door always remained open. Most of her time she was
outdoors to satisfy the essential needs of nutrition and security, to savour
their satisfaction and to explore new pleasures. At home, she felt lost and
lonely. The guests lived their existence, followed their rhythm; never ever had
they faced each other. Often she was aware of
their presence, she visualised them by shifted or rearranged images, through new
household appliances and the increased consumption of energy. However, she was
too caught by the outdoors world, too busy and than too exhausted to reflect
upon the occurrences and after all, these events did not disturb her life. Apart
from those sleep-disturbing nights, filled with nightmares and sweat attacks.
Usually she took a soporific and everything disappeared into the dark.
Presently it seems to her
that the presence of the cohabitants occupies the entire space up to the edge of
her bed. She feels herself expropriated, detached from the reality in her house. From the noises and
movements, which resound throughout the dark room, she deduces that the hall
beyond the door ought to be crowded by the unknown inmates. With a decisive movement,
full of curiosity, she rises. Ignoring the dark, she
moves towards the door. Her hand reaches out for
the door-handle; her foot lifts up to cross the threshold. A moment of shakiness and
fear, which upsets her stomach, so, that the apple she ate in the evening turns
up. The bittersweet taste on her palate convinces her and she opens the door. And she opens the door And she opens the door …